Overflowing

Usually I am overflowing with words

but today I have none.

I can barely walk in a straight line,

I can’t stop thinking about what could have been.

I now smoke in agony,

my lungs are foggy and so is my overflowing mind.

I wish things were different.

it’s only a day and I miss you. But

Why? I’m not sure if it’s even you I remember anymore

I stumble and fall upon overflowing memories and polaroid photographs

I wish I would fucking throw them out

but it seems my soul is still in Virginia with you.

And I look at rocks and flowers and grass,

somehow they remind me of you

I am overflowing with sadness

and the frozen pond melts with my warm salty tear drops.

I wonder if the birds will ever stop singing your name

or if the sun will ever stop shining for you

and I hope maybe one day when it rises,

I won’t be overflowing with you.

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